there's an actuall reason i hate chick flicks. because they make me think like the poor saps in the movie. and its so scary to me. because lately that's what i've expereinced. i'm scared to lose someone i love over stupid reasons because knowing me, i create the problems but don't know what to say to fix them.
so i write, i write alot of things mainly love poetry, lost love poetry, and your occaisional broken hearted poems. alot of people would question my emotions and constantly ask or wonder if i'm okay. the truth is i have no idea if i'm okay or not. though i think every child has the right to question their mental status, but i don't know i'm more scared of so much more lately, which is weird because the only thing i'm afraid of are the basics, spiders, snakes, scorpions, my parents dying, being a lone for ever, etc. but i mean being of afraid of something as minorly major as the l word. but knowing me, i have the tendency to freak out over just about everything, and in exchange i'm reassured by some amazing people that i am officially crazy.
but anyway: back to the chick flicks, there was one that i watched today, and it was about this girl who had heart problems and went to the hospital to wait for a heart transplant; harmless right? anyway while there she meets a group of people who are in the same situation, and while there she meets a guy who she thinks a complete loser. anywho she and him both get a heart transplant. the catch to this is that both of their hearts belong to some little girls parents,[sweet right]. this is taking too long for me to write, in the end the guy and the girl grow closer and closer together and in the end get married, but what stirs my happy gears, is that there was a line in it that said
"and their hearts fit perfectly together in place."
cute no? but i mean it struck a nerve in me. not a negative one, but a happy one. it felt uncomfy. usually the only way that happens is when i'm in the music zone.
there has to be an explanation to this, right?
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